As missionaries we are constantly trying to open our arms out to people to help them and think of them rather than closing our arms and just thinking about ourselves. I know it kind of sounds a little harsh, but as I have read the scriptures more than what I ever have in my entire life, I have begun to see that, that is all that the savior does. We should constantly be striving to be more like our Savior Jesus Christ. It is the only way that we will get the reward in Heaven that we want and desire. I have had so many crazy experiences it is awesome. Davis and I went to this guys house yesterday and he had gone on a full 2 year mission and then fell away because of all the questions that he had about the gospel like blacks not getting the priesthood for a while and just questions like that. Always keep your testimony strong. I weigh 184 now and am working out every morning and night so hopefully it is just muscle haha.